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Name: miss kristen ann
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Raleigh
Birthday: 11/20/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: aim, b&w photos, beaches, being loud, black mascara, boyfriends, brunettes, care bears, cell phones, chatting, crying, cuddling, dating, email, eyeliner, guys, hanging out, happiness, honesty, hugs, hyperness, kisses, late night phone calls, life, like, loneliness, love, lust, quotes, rainbows, sharpies, sleeping, slow dancing, sunrises, sunsets, talking, tears, tennis, text messaging, that special someone, thunderstorms, true friends, true love, trust, xanga, youu
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AIM:  kristen ann x3
AIM:  kristenwuvsyou07
Member Since:
3/21/2005
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nowhere on your birth certificate
does it say that life will be fair.
so choose carefully ;; if you want
her .. then tell her. because once
she's gone ; she won't turn back.
i love the way his voice sounds...
its like the secret password to my heart
when you think about him, you start to cry
when he gets online your tummy gets that feeling and
your heart beats ten times faster when you see him
&& you smile without even knowing it `
that means theres something that won`t let you give up..
you've been there
through all the years
phone calls//girl talks
boys.//tears.//counting
on you's. til the very end
just three little words
-my. best. friend-
once you experience love..
you never want to live without it again.
the only way to true happiness is to live in the moment and not worry about the future.
&& you stood at your door with your hands on my waist .. && you kissed me like youu meant it..
there's always a little bit of whore in every
girl. when it comes to that one guy <33
&& you can come over,
we can watch a scary movie
and take stupid pictures,
fall asleep together on my couch,
because you are my everything
and all that i am, is yours. i promise
& shes been waiting for that one
special guy who will knock
her off her feet without even
trying <3
people say i have changed ..
but i am finally being myself
people say you can`t have everything you want
but that isn`t true, cuz when i`m with you ...
i couldn`t ask for more
--I'm just a notch in your bedpost
&& your just a line in a song --
i am am a not-being-loved-back-a-phobic
&& the people cried as the newspaper read::
"she died yesterday due to complications resulting from a clearly broken heart"
So lets buy 100 disposable cameras and waste them all on us
Three Easy Steps To Breaking A Girls Heart
1.) Tell her that you love her
2.) Kiss her like you mean it...even though of course you don't
3.) Never speak to her again
The worst thing about being lied to is knowing your not worth the truth
Never lie, steal, cheat or drink.
But if you must lie
lie in the arms of the one you love
&& if you must steal
steal away from bad company
&& if you must cheat
cheat death
&& if you must drink
drink in the moments that take your breath away
All dressed up && nowhere to go
&& AGAiN iM 0N MY KNEES BEGGiNG HiM F0R A BiT 0F HiS ATTENTiON <33
so wear me like a locket around your throat
ill weigh you down, ill watch you choke.
you look soo good in blue, you look soo good in blue.
it's just that kind of over before it started type of love
&& the lies just keep on slipping..
if she could show you how much you hurt her
you could never look her in the eyes again </33
EVEN WHEN i PRAY
i'M STiLL AFRAiD 0F L0SiNG Y0U
CAUSE DEEP iNSiDE MY HEART
i KN0W
THAT Y0U D0NT ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH
Birth is pleasant
Death is peaceful
It's the transition that sucks
Its that picture I have of you.
Remember when I took it?
I'm looking at it
Staring into your eyes
Staring into then
I have so many regrets </33
Girl:: Lie to me
Boy:: I love you <ll3
All I'm asking is that you please be more careful with what you say around me...you see...you remember when i told you i loved you? Well i never really stopped. And the truth is ...words that i could take easily from normal people...absolutly kill me when they come from you </3
let's slow dance
& be the couple
Everybody wishes they could be
let's walk in the rain
& hold hands the whole time
let's look at the stars
&& kiss all night
let's take it slow
then speed it up
let's take stupid pictures
&& laugh 'til we can't breathe
Let's be friends
let’s be lovers
let's be together
you & Me
i`M WALKiNG OUT iN THE RAiN & i`M LiSTENiNG TO THE SLOW MOAN OF THE DiAL TONE AGAiN ... i`M GETTiNG NOWHERE WiTH YOU & i CAN`T LET iT GO
& WE`LL FLiP A C0iN F0R 0UR FUTURE.
HEADSz -- WE`LL BE T0GETHER 4EVERR
TAiLSz -- WE`LL FLiP AGAiN & AGAiN. <3
i`m friends with a lot of guys. i have girlfriends too,
but for the most part, i`m friends with guys because
girls are kind of backstabbing. -- PARiS HiLT0N
she put her makeup on in the morning
&& at night its flows a black river
down her face revealing the feelings
she thought had left her
I choke back each tear that bleeds,
I'd rather rest forever in your arms
I'd rather stay here, than go,
but i know that I should leave
he took her to the mirror & held her in his
arms and said what do you see ? all she
could really say was <3 perfect
Don't fall in love with
with the boy next door.
Trust me, he'll move.
&& then you give me that
"come on baby trust me" look
&& I ease myself into your bed
only to regret it in the morning
there are a hundred reasons why i should give up but you're the one reason i keep going.
Dear You,
I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you, even though this
is the best I can be. I'm sorry I have problems. I'm not perfect,
but please don't hate me. I'm sorry I gave you my love. I guess
you didn't want it. I'm sorry you tore out my heart and ripped
it to pieces. Did it hurt you, too? I'm sorry I can't give you
perfection, because I'm far from it. I'm sorry you broke my heart..
The sharp pieces must have cut you somehow. I'm sorry I cared
about you so much when you forgot all about me...I guess you
were too busy caring about someone else. I'm sorry for putting
you through everything and it came out to nothing. I'm sorry for
crying my eyes out when you were too busy hating me. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that you had to meet me and suffer through my unwanted
love.. I'm really very sorry.
you`re a slut, a liar, & a heartbreaker.
but you`re so damn gorgeous.
don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
your truely N0THiNG special
& you smiled like you knew
we were gonna be together
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A girl sits in her room. With unseen tears running
down her face. Not about to end any time soon.
she sits on her bed, and reaches under her pillow.
she pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages
filled. Page by page she rips them out, the memories
of him, good and bad. The only person she ever
loved was this boy. she kept tearing at the pages,
trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the
boy who just s h a t t e r e d her heart into pieces.
i guess i thought you would be here forever ;;
another illusion i chose to create.
you dont know what you got till it's gone
& i found that out too late..</3
today i prayed my plane would crash
you'd hear the news and you'd think
of me as much as i thought of you
I couldn't believe how happy i was just
to see his name - i thought i was over him.
when i see you i have to stop
to catch my breath because
its something that you do to
me that i just cant express
lets drive into the sunset, sing love songs.
we'll make unkeepable promises && swear
we'll never love anyone else _____ ;;
there you are, holding her hand
and im lost trying to understand
LiFE`S A BiTCH
THEN YOU DiE
WHY SM0KE CiGARETTES
WHEN Y0U CAN GET HiGH =D
wasted phone calls and saved IM conversations..
saying " i love you " with only me meaning it.
so many hugs && kisses
all the hand-holding and smiles..
it all dissappeared when you told the truth.
&& now that you've left.. nothing's the same *
and even though i know he`s a jerk. and i know
that all he`ll do is hurt me . . i still love him. i still
want him. and i hate myself for it..
girl: it's different with him..
friend: how?
girl: idk.. being with him makes me happy.
he meant EVERYTHiNG to me »
& i meant N0THiNG to him..
You forgive me for liking you too much,
& I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
You forgive me for missing you so,
& I'll forgive you for being so cold.
You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
& I'll forgive you for not hearing it.
You forgive me for playing your games,
& I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.
You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
& I'll forgive you for not noticing.
You forgive me for raising you up so high,
& I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.
You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
& I'll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic,
& I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.
You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.
iT'S A SAD W0RLD
WHEN A GUY WiLL BREAK A GiRL'S
HEART JUST BECAUSE HE CAN.
0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the tears i`ve cried. the many nights i`ve stayed awake at night missing what we used to have and what all that could have been. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the pain i`ve put myself through. and all the countless memories that have raced through my head since we said goodbye. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- how true my love is for youu. how i long to be in your arms. and how desperate and lonely i feel right now. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- that we belong together. the way you would reassure all of my fears. the way you made me feel..
Don't let anyone ever promise you that
they will never hurt you because at one
time or another, it will happen. The real
promise is if the time you spend together
will be worth all the pain in the end
It's weird to think about
how different your life
would be if you never met
the people who changed it..
you can say we were just a big mistake.
but i think its worth making & worth
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Another cutter, Another freak,
Another dork, Another geek,
Another prep, Another jock,
Another whore, And more punk rock,
Another hater, Another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall
when no one really knows the person at all.
i just met you recently
but i've known you forver
your the person i used to
dream about && never
thought i would find *
do me a favor, watch what you say around me. maybe your too blind to see it, but i'm still in love with you. <|3
I’m tired of these
puffy eyes; && wet stains.
I’m sick of making excuses for not socializing.
I hate that my diary is the only thing I can confide in;
&& worst of all; is that I still want you
she sits in the corner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped around in promises
that no one seems to keep
when someone you love abandons you, it doesn't hurt just because they've changed or lied or went back on their promises, but because you know what they really are & what a beautiful person they can be & they take that away from you & won't let you see that beautiful person again, well nothing hurts more than having someone just decide to take your entire world away without consulting you first
When it comes down to it,
I let them think what they want.
If they care enough to bother with what I do,
then I'm already better than them anyways
--Marilyn Monroe
To every girl who gossiped about me in corners of parties, to those who were my slap in the face, to the close minded or misunderstanding, to those boys that broke my heart, and to those friends who turned out to be back stabbers. You all challenged me to become the person I wanted to be. I am stronger because of all the stupid things you put me through. No matter how much you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me. So, thanks.
someday i'm gonna leave it all
behind and start a brand new
page to my life cause this page
is filled with screw ups as if
most of my life was a mistake.
or maybe I was the mistake?
if we could decide who to love,
life would be a lot simpler,
but a lot less magical
On the phone a year later, he asked her if she missed him.
Her reply was "I don't miss you, i miss the guy who called me
every second he could, who sat home on Saturday nights when
we couldn't be together thinking of me..the guy who came to
my house after every fight, the guy who told me I looked like
a star, that's the guy i miss. How could I miss you? I don't
even know you."
this isn`t a 3rd grade crush
this is high school romance
there’s only one rain cloud
in the entire sky and its
raining on me. somehow i
am not surprised.
& theres alot more to her than shattered dreams & broken smiles
* i can't be just your friend when we both act like
much more than friends.. x3
You just have to live your life
not caring and shake off the drama
just to prove that you're better
than they think you are.
true friends are like diamonds
precious;; but rare. false friends
are like autumn leaves;;you can
find them e v e r y w h e r e
i`m sorry for even trying,
i was a fool to ever begin to
think that i had a chance.<33
i never wanted the stars *
i [ never ] shot for the moon
i like then right where they are ;
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i love being with you..I don’t have to work hard to impress anyone you know all my faults I can cry in front of you & you'll just hold me until I stop or I can laugh so hard I cry & you'll laugh with me until were both crying & its perfect how sometimes we don’t have to say anything just being together is enough.. even though we know everything about each other we stillnever run out of things to talk about. your always there for me whether to hold me or laugh with me you've been with me through everything & I can’t imagine ever not having you in my life. I love having you in my life.forever is what I’ve always imagined myself sharing with you <3
Remember that game telephone.
where one person would say something...
&& by the end of the game it was totally different?
WELCOME TO HIGH SCHOOL
We're going into highschool now ;
leave the drama back in middle school
HAVE Y0U EVER JUST SAT THERE & TH0UGHT.. WHY?.. WHY DiD G0D PUT ME HERE? WHY D0 PE0PLE HATE? WHY MY LiFE TURNED 0UT THiS WAY? WHY D0 PE0PLE WANT T0 KiLL THEMSELVES? WHY D0 i WANT T0 KiLL MYSELF? WHY iS MY LiFE FALLiNG APART? WHY D0 PE0PLE L0VE Y0U & THEN HATE Y0U? WHY D0 Y0U CARE AB0UT WHAT 0THER PE0PLE THiNK? WHY DiD i TURN 0UT THE WAY i DiD?
always be a first-rate version
of yourself instead of second-rate
version of somebody else..
HE L00KS ME iN THE EYE,
TELLS ME HE L0VES ME & DRYS
TEARS THAT i CRY. N0 0NE CAN
C0MPARE T0 THE WAY HE H0LDS
ME. HE'LL NEVER LEAVE ME L0NELY
BECAUSE HE'S MY 0NE AND 0NLY <3
he's the only guy who can
make me smile like that <|3
this girl is my other half. when i turn 16 - she`ll be right there next to me blowing out the candles. when i get married she'll be my maid of honor. when i have a baby she`ll be the godmother. when i die.. my grave will be riight next to hers. this girl is more than a best friend.. she`s a SiSTER.
I D0NT REGRET THE THiNGS I D0_
I REGRET THE THiNGS I DiDNT D0
WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE*`
everything is falling apart ; all of my stars*
are crashing down &; the puzzle pieces just
dont seem to fit [perfectly] like they used to
S0METiMES ALL A GiRL NEEDS
iS A B0Y T0 H0LD HER HAND<3
i bet if abercrombie said breathing wasn`t cool.. 80% of the teenage population would be dead.
listen.. i kno i may fuck up at times and that i may hurt youu. but please know that i love youu and as long as youu keep loving me.. i will never let youu down
a best friend uderstand youu when youu say forget it. waiits forever when youu say just a minute.. stays when youu say leave me alone.. and opens the door before youu can even tell them to come in..
Never say goodbye because
goodbye means going away
& going away means forgetting
don't say a word. just kiss me.
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